Trudging on…

281375aa2ca9b1103fb9b6fc283278acSo I’ve been a good productive little nut job since my last post.

I admit, I cried a little. The things falling apart like they did hurt my feelings…I took it personally and still don’t know what to do with the gaming character. Her little black heart will be broken when I decide to pull her out of ‘lock-down’ mode.

But in the meantime, I’ve come to the coffee shop and gotten some work done on book two. There’s SO MUCH MORE WORK TO DO!!! GAH!!!

But, I’m enjoying it. Yanno, when you write, especially novels, you go over it again and again and again. So, I started at chapter one this morning. I remodeled a little, reworded, all those little fine tuning things. I’m pleased. After I post this, I’m moving on to chapter two to revisit it, hopefully revise and improve.

Last night…or the wee hours of this morning rather, I looked into one of my erotica novels that I haven’t looked at in ages. I smiled. A lot. I hope that when I publish my smut, those interested in the genre will enjoy it. I’ll give a little glimpse into the two separate series at a later date. Right now I want to focus on the follow up to The Road of Darkness.

I had myself a little personal size pizza and I have one of my favorite coffees here next to the lappy and despite being all bummed out about gaming affairs, I am happy with the day so far. Granted, I’ll probably go home and mope and cry some more. I’ll get over it eventually.

Oh, and my truck. My beautiful beloved beast has to go into the shop for the entire weekend. WAH! No coffee shop…unless I have my spawn drive me around. I hate asking her. >_<

My brakes are shot and my compressor went out. ~dies~ Oh, and I could use four new tires, but they are going to have to wait.

Still working on tomorrows Spotlights. One of my scheduled peeps hasn’t gotten back to me since my last email…so there may be a little shifting in the scheduling going on.

The offer to be in the spotlight for a week is still on for anyone who hasn’t emailed me. And if you have emailed me and I didn’t get back to you…I’m so sorry…email me again!!! When I got sick I sort of let my inbox fall into disarray. I feel so bad. >_<

zoeambler@zoeambler.com or zoe.ambler5@gmail.com

Oh…a little stab at my little heart as I sit here…a customer here at the coffee shop (I have headphones on, but I can still hear) is mocking my book. ~sighs~ He’s making comments about ‘twilight style’ and ‘teeny bopper’ vampire fiction. “I only like stuff like Trueblood…blah blah blah…” The Barista, Ashley, just told him “you haven’t even read the summary! This is a ‘grown up’ vampire book! It just doesn’t have porn…”

People are mean.This is why I don’t socialize more and try to be in my own little world. People can really suck sometimes.

At least my Baritas up here love me.

Yes. I’m going to go home and sulk and cry some more. I don’t cry often, maybe I need to do so and get it all out. That’s what normal girls do, right? lol.  😀

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3 comments on “Trudging on…

  1. theblogwoman says:

    Crying is very cathartic I think. Ya gotta let it out.

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  2. blondeusk says:

    Crying is amazing, I am weeping all the time…whilst I am ironing, cooking, cleaning, at work in the loos, in my car…oh my I can feel the tears coming on. I have to have a scan today and I can’t eat for 6 hours…I am going to be a MESS, I hope the scanner has tissues.

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